Bitchified mE

Awwwwww... ouch!

2005-08-29T18:46:00.000+08:00

ouch!!! auwwwwwwww!! omg.. today the bcg came poking me..!! omgoodness! the pain is killing me. it still haven't recovered till now. omgg! im so tortured here... i can't believe it will turn out today... and today i forgotton to bring my english papers!! i didn't even signed it! im the only girl hu forgots to bring the papers!! so such shame brought upon the girls tribe..! but who cares?! not me.. im just worried that my tuitoin teacher come blabbering to me why my mathes get so low!! later maybe she arrange more classes with her!! nono!! i dun want!!! i hate to study there!! no ekstra lesson for me! i only interested in jj's tuition classes... how?! all my fault.. but i will change... i will. i will.... it just takes effort and the brains ive got... im so stress... haix... taday got malay supply. most of them didin't came.go there oso waste time listening to crap... but what to do? i want to improve.. i need to improve... go there oso accompany my friends.... haiyo. just before going to class we all go eat icepop. oooh! coooling on a hot day siak! hee. then, aishah and sofi created this book and i was name Pansy i dunno what. cool huh? lol. jj dun have cause she not so close to thier gang. im considered as their consultans... lol. so not that close not that far. but i will side with jj no matter what. we're so fated to be friends again... im so blessed with a friend like her. terimah kasih ya Allah s.w.t . thank you so much....but nvertheless i oso need that miracle for my studies in another 6 weeks!! 6 weeks?!!! that is so super fast. mdm hirda said that she will be going to full blast speed for our revisions. ive got to be ready.... :)(:

as usual..

2005-08-28T13:10:00.000+08:00

haix.. today just came from madrasah class.. the day's been so hot... hate to attend the class.. it's placed underground.. of course it's burning down there. and the aircon is leaking... haix.. what to do? okok. enough about the madrasah thingy..... come to skool issues.. i think on tuesday we will get our jab... maybe tomorrow!! omg... but i got the feeling that it is on tuesday... that jj still so scared taht the jab will kill her on monday... lol. but im more scared about my studies.. im ready to sacrifice my shopping days for the extra lessons... ive got to buck up soon...!! and i MEAN BUCK UP really soon. maybe even right at this second. [yoo might be thinking im sick or what] but i really need it... its for my own good too.. so i would do anything for this shit! today my parents want to go to compass point.. then, how am i going to study? with jj? haiyoooo.... so troublsome... ive been wanting the yellow sunflower headband... haix.. this is the only chance to get it!! and it only sell at chameleon...[the shop name] or i might no even get the chance to go out anymore... waaaa! what am i to do? should the pills be efficient? i need to consume it every 2 days... oh brother...! and thinking about my love life... firdaus been really angry with me... everytime he sees me, his face will turn into rage... his eyebrowns ceased in anger... he would snip his eyes away from my sight and walk away..... have i done anything wrong? i think so... but it isn't soo deadly... im not that horrid.. right peeps?? right? right? haiyoo! no point toking to a computer... #%*$! okok. calm down. later connection fail.. kk. i shut up now... waiting that jj to finish her lunch before can go online... ok. i oso gotta pray. kkk. bye peeps~~

omgoodness

2005-08-27T22:33:00.000+08:00

Waaaaaaaaaaaaa! omg... i failed my maths!!! i cant believe it mann.... i got 45 half apoint 100!!! cant yoo imagine that?!!! omg. im the only one who failed!!! im so embaressed!!! the whole class was like gasping like dead fish!!! but on the bright side... i got 74 apoint 100!! ok i would say... but still im the lowest in my gang... haixx.... what have i became? english compo i got the lowest in class too... i got 18 apoint 100!! and that was the worst i've obtained!!! omg... i dunno what the hell happened.. i think i've raised my expectations too high..! maybe... i will do better for psle.. i really hope... now, im taking jj's tuition class whenever ive got the time... i must pass my subjects and go to BDS!! i must go... i need to go... if not.. i go where?omg... the others got happy faces on them but what about me? im left out... mourning about my marks... i cause this myself andleft to regret over this shit..! nobody encouraged me.. they only said that i could do better if i try harder... no one knows the pain inside my heart till now... ive got to buck up... i need and i must! watever i do must be about study,study and more studies!!! hope God would listen to my cries this time... i really need that miracle..

2005-08-21T18:40:00.000+08:00

hai.... feels great after not having to write for so damn long sia... got quarantine lar.. hahaha. today got that madrasah as usual.. so boring... ass.~~ omg.. i've got to tell yoo about yesterday's trip to cherie's house.. damn nice sia.. so jealous.. but. if were to buy that house.. no way cause.. its not SO nice.. but.. ok lar. im here to talk about that fucking wardah!! omg... i just want to slap the shit out of her.. i wish she would suffer more... that time we were at there.. she was like showing off with her ugly handphone... who she thinks she is?? the big momma ass bitch?! go to hell sia.. i detset such behaviour! she want to die faster i know..but please dun drag me along.. ass her!!! now she's telling people about us romouring that we all abondon her.. argggh!! then jj nagging that she scared cherie got no pad... i understand.. but that wardah shouldn't have shout at her... saying that "eh.. you tok so much lar... just wear ar..!! " eh! hello?!! who are yoo scolding?? my friend here.. MY friend here... so would yoo show some fucking respect here. lucky i didn't burst soon.. or else, you'll be dead wardah.. im going to romour yoo and make it public.... yoo are no match for me.. you don't respect me.. neither am i going to respect your dignity in return.. bitch you wardah!! some friend you've become!! im never.. and i repeat.. NEVER going to forgive you.. you willl suffer in the hereafter because of me not forgiving you.. you can have the power of winnig me.. but look hus suffering later... you'll regret all because.. non other than YOURSELF!! i have had my say... im just hoping that my exam would be a breeze tomorrow... gotta go soon.. so... SEE YA~

+..MalAy psle OrAl..+

2005-08-18T17:56:00.000+08:00

omgoodness!! today was like havoc for all of us.. the psle was like soo damn hard sia... i anyhow say when in oral mood.. omg.. tsk.. i think i will get 34 or 32... yar. cause.. i "ANYHOW" say... welk.... that means.. im crying.. [sempat nak say sia..] lann. ok.. im just looking forward to my english psle oral.. tomorrow.. omg.. i haven't even touch the booksss.. how??? i should start now.. butt after i write this crap + shit.. kk.. ok. joana still so scared about her malay oral marks.. poi... i dun care.. lol. no lar.. later she think i so cheap.. lol. o lar.. asses. k. and todae after oral, that nadhirah want to ride on my bike.. so stoopid eeeh!!!! then she lie to me say that she never fall down.. so stoopid. now my new fixed breaks change to something wrong... so fucking eh!! she always want to ride my bike, then break something... ass. she so stoopid!!! i had to tolerate this shit everyday!! help me joana!!!help me... kill her for me... asss!!! my bike's going to spoil any minute because of her... tell me what to do!!! haixx... ok. i reallly gotta peepss.. see ya~

blah blah.

2005-08-15T17:50:00.000+08:00

haaa... finished my prelims composition... tomorrow my malay compo. so idiotic... lan.. just now got malay supply, so boring. wardah kept quite the whole lesson. how pathetic. no one want to be with her anyway. now, all of call her the "doggie". its like omg... yar.. no wonder coz, she keeps sticking to aisyah like mad dog!! crazy sia she.. but i specially call her, "female dog", which totally meant, BITCH!! haa. go to hell you wardah. what kind of name tooo. lan. then we all went to the playground as usual.. but aisyah, shafiq and gang didn't come. not long later... nadhirah os need to go home... haiyo.. left me, shikin and joana.. so boring.. and oso got two freaking boys, playing.. so idiotic.. then shikin and me go shout at them.. haha. lame~! and then shafiq and zahrin appeared.. they didn't played with us.. haixx. our day has never been so boring.. so lannn.. haix.. then shikin decided to bring some water back from her house.. we all thirsty like hell sia.. today i decided not play.. coz waiting for shafiq.. but he didin't play!! so.. i didn't play too.. hahaha. lame. then i didn't finished my water and decided to wash my bike... WET!! paiseh.. luckily shikin dun mind... lol. then i decided to go home.. GO HOME TIME.. then that poor joana got to walk home.. but then i yang got to carry her bag on my bike.. lannn... haixxx.. then we went minimart. go buy crap.. lol then i go home.. so TIRED SIA!!! and go to hell wardah!!! bobba yoo!~. kk. i gotta go now... see ya peepss~~!

omg..

2005-08-14T20:45:00.000+08:00

haixx. just writing to make myself company.. tomorrow prelims start. i wonder will i ever please my parents with the marks i get.. im so scared.. how leh? i just hope that tomorrow's paper would be a breeze.. really hope to beat wardah's score. by the way, toking about that female dog, shafiq said that we should fren her coz, she already want to apologise.. oh BAH!! but then again, she sms aisyah that she hated us all. so how to solve the problem like this? maybe, in front of the public she show her good side, but to us, she give us that SHITFACE! haixx. im really vexed now.. i haven't memorise my work for tomorrow. haiyooo. i just came back from dinner. met my "uncle" and wife. they're so sweet calling me pretty and those compliments.. ah... good to be pampered.. omg, im getting a stomach ache here... gotta go... bye peeps...~~

+.. MondaY PreliMs compO..+

2005-08-13T12:01:00.000+08:00

ahhh!! ooooh shit! monday is alredy the prelims composition test!! im so dead meat!!! tsk tsk!! help me out, anyone!! im sooo lost here doing... i dont know what! omgoodness!! im soo scared, if i fail or something!! haiyo...how leh?! okok calm down.. i just wanna eat that pills... then ill be satisfied.. haaaaaa....... yesh... wateverr. ok. now what am i going to do? to shit? nono to StUdY..... yar.. thats it. but,, i too tired and lazy... how...?!! tsktsk... i wish dimas would be here. he is the comfort of all. oh myy gooodd.. gimana sih? aku udah capek! (how? im so tired) and oh, yesterday.. all of us went to the playground again... omg.. that was the most.. and i say the MOST funnest and tiring day of my life!! we were all playing ice and water.. and watever stuff... i wasss like soo sweaty and smelly. i hope noone suspects its me.. LoL.. :)(: ok. nvm. but im still scare about the prelims coming on monday.. oh god. please help me... **pLeAsE..**

YaYa~

2005-08-11T16:27:00.000+08:00

haix. todae like usual, study, eat, go home, study again... omg. im going to do this routine for the next 2 months... this totally sucks!!! and i cant bielive that joana already watch charlie and chocolate factoryyy!! okok. nevermind. i stay calm... hmmpt.. wattteverrrrr... haix. todae ashikin didn't come. i think she just came back from her break.. LoL. i just wish that psle would be over and all this shit would be over too... tsk.. and guess what.? now, since that female dog emerged with aisya, she kept on sticking onto her like uhu glue. i noe saying all this is so pathetic.. dun look down on me... lol ok. gotta go now. see ya

Im so ShaKiNg...

2005-08-07T08:57:00.000+08:00

Finally I got a tie of my own! Haix. Its for national day ceramony on monday! Dat is so funky.... Although its not red, its a slight maroony color effects. Hopes nobody insults about it.
Im wearing 2 plain whites on me and a maroon tie.. I hope nobody thinks im wearing m parent stuff on NaTiOnAl day..
Coming back to the real stuff... im not sure whether to friend wardah back... She looks so pathetic like that. WaTeVeR.. The problem is that Can She Stop Doing That SHITFACE..? +_+ .. Now my bicke breaks have been fixed. But only on the right part... Lan...
Time now is 8.57 p.m. :)(: Tick. tock. tick. tick. I am soo excited.. ok. i wonder what that female dog is wearing... Maybe an ugly piece of filthy cloth... lol. o i gotta go now... see ya~~